I don't see or contact Julie.
She doesn't contact me.
Does she feel the same as I do?
Does she have the same desire to hear that phone ring or the door knock?
Is she feeling the same emptiness? The same longing..... ?
The doubts creep in now that she is not here.
But yes.
Yes.
Of course she does.
Of course she feels the same.
She didn't leave me for the pleasure of it.
It must be hurting her at least as bad as it hurts me.
But.. like me, she does nothing about it.
We both know that this is an intractable issue.
We both know that 'we' are over.
She doesn't contact me.
Does she feel the same as I do?
Does she have the same desire to hear that phone ring or the door knock?
Is she feeling the same emptiness? The same longing..... ?
The doubts creep in now that she is not here.
But yes.
Yes.
Of course she does.
Of course she feels the same.
She didn't leave me for the pleasure of it.
It must be hurting her at least as bad as it hurts me.
But.. like me, she does nothing about it.
We both know that this is an intractable issue.
We both know that 'we' are over.
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